I used to experience the same thing about what is going on right now, I told myself that I will never be like that. But due to certain amount of influences, I was forced to be what I once strongly protest against. When that happens, I knew that what I'm doing isn't me.
If people accomplish something for you, because of the fear that you instill in them, it's called extortion of willingness.
But if people do something because of the respect they have in you, it's called inspiration.
I choose inspiration, and I'll stay strong to it! I'll be myself now, nothing but the wisdom of God will be my guidance.
